slept at babes house, couldnt update!
10 year photo/10 year photo/10 year photo
i know its blurry, its a picture i took of a picture thats in my family reunion photo album. and it may be a bit longer than 10 years, but oh well!
recent photo/recent photo/recent photo
this was taken like, last week, in anticipation for this post.
so anyway, my love life is kinda silly. i got hot and heavy with babe yesterday, but only make out, but when i say it was hot i mean it was hot. and even though i havent made out with anyone in over a year and a half, i picked it up again easily. so many things are like riding a bicycle x).
I want to do it. I am completely crazy for him and I’m not afraid to admit it. We’re crazy for each other, and I don’t even bat a lash at the prospect of losing my virginity to him. We’ve known each other for so long, that our relationship is easy. I’m not afraid to talk to him about anything. The only thing is, he wants to wait. Like, months, and I know I may sound slutty, maybe, but I don’t care. I’m going to fall in love with this boy, and, I figure, if the first time hurts, then why wait forever for it? It’s never a big deal for a guy, but it is for a girl? Now, I realize that there are lots of double standards on girls, guys, and sex, but really, I don’t see the point of waiting. I’m going to be with him for a while, I can feel it. With other guys that I’ve “talked” to, the prospect of going out with them and losing my virginity to them made me queasy and I just stopped talking to him. but, Babe is everything I want in a guy. I’m not ready to do him tomorrow, but say, next month I do. Just because everyone else’s standards say you should wait means that we have to? I would rather make it up as we go along than play by someone else’s rules. I don’t make it easy for him either. Seducing him and turning him on is easier than I thought, especially seeing how it was my first time doing it. Oh, well. I guess I’ll just have to settle for making out for now. Hmmph.
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lol nice, nice to hear you’re having fun. It does sound a bit hasty perhaps but if that’s the way you feel then maybe it’s right.
well how long would you want to wait when your gf finally comes down to england? especially if shes not a virgin and its essentially only a big deal for you?
You’re right, she isn’t, but I doubt it is something we will be doing soon after she arrives. We’ll do it when the time feels right, when we think we’re ready. When I think I’m ready. As far as I know, most people usually start doing it two or three months in to the relationships, but we’ll see how it goes.
see, that’s what I’m saying. “most people start doing it two or three months in to the relationship” so if you are ready before that – its not like you haven’t been getting to know her all this time, and until she arrives – because its not socially acceptable, you will keep waiting? I’ve known my boyfriend and been good friends with him for almost a year. does our counter restart now that were dating?
Like I said, ultimately it’s up to each person whether they think they’re ready. If we think we’re ready before that, then yes, we would do it. I’m not trying to tell you what’s right or wrong – as I said in my first comment, in the end it’s up to you to decide if you’re ready. If you think you are, then go for it.